Tuesday, November 30, 2004
a slp all day tuesday
went to lala land at 3+am n oni woke up at noon to bring my bro n sis out for lunch. then i went back to slp again till evening. oh manz...it's been a long time since i had such a day. haha...cos of the wk of meetings n the late nite out onmost of the days last wk. feel so freah aft a gd day's rest. bro's watching some soccer highlights so tt is y i m using the com. if not, he'll be playing cs the whole nite. apart fr slping, i read the newspapers. the whales and dolphins were being washed up the shores of australia. so sad...they're such great marine animals. hope more can be done to save them. oh yah...watched a show on channel 8 juz now. some variety show abt kids taking part to do grocery at the mkt. the last pair of brothers are so adorable esp the younger one. so cute...he's not at all camera shy...always rdy to pose. haha...doesnt he sound lk someone i know...oops...
oh i'm going out le...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:12 pm
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the all ladies' shot...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
3:19 am
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@four seasons
was supposed to meet sok yuin n co. at marina bay for dinner. haven meet them for a long time le. the last time being the prata nite. our friendship we made since jcrc days r still strong. cheers for our friendship...meet u guys another day...so sori cos it was a last min thingy...
aft all, i attended the dnd at four seasons hotel. was in sch fr noon till 3+ juz to get more work done n tt include stock-taking of ss materials for all the levels. met my IT HOD, discussed timetable w my principal. ha i was shocked when i heard tt i'm teaching music in the morning when i am in the afternoon session. oh gosh...aft some discussion, i'm not doing music but will be given something else. aft i reached hm, i had a shower before going to sarah's place to get rdy for the dinner and dance. we took some fotos while waiting for the function to begin. dinner was served shortly. table games, lucky draws, award presentation were some prog of the nite. ha...i shall mention the table game. of the 10 items we were to produce, we didnt haf 2 of the items. missing: a 4D tix and a nric no ending w the letter "c"...so sad...there goes our table prize. let's see...alvin won the most talented tr award. ai lee (did i get her name right?) won a 256mb thumbdrive. eh agnes won something too but my memory fails me.
hmmm time to get some work done...
someone is feeling full now aft a heavy dinner. so i suggested tt he should go for a stroll now.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:12 am
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Monday, November 29, 2004
a pale blue monday
actually tt last nite incident was juz a small matter aft all. everyone has their freedom of speech. well i muz admit tt at the v moment aft hearing it, i was sad then angry. the anger nv stay long in me. aft a while, it was quite a quiet conversation bewteen the both of us. well i'm alrite now, having bfast while waiting to go for meeting =)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:13 am
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so sad :_(
u know who u r: thx for those hurtful words esp the comparison...
quote of the day:
women forgive but they nv forget
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:56 am
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me n niq
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:33 am
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Sunday, November 28, 2004
a family sunday
morning: sun morning prayers. went to do grocery shopping w mum, sis n bro. nap for 1/2 hr before waking up for lunch, get rdy then off to meet niq
noon-evening: met niq at orchard. limin cant join us cos she has to attend a hse warming. well we gals could really chat, eat n shop. we tok as we walk, not forgetting to shop too. yah...so amazing tt we could do all these at the same time. then we had some munch at crystal jade. hmmmm we talked over many things. it's really nice meeting up w her. so much catching up! in case u dunno, niq's my ex-roomie n ex-neighbour when we stayed in single rm. miss the gd old days when we would shout across to each other. well soon it's time for us to leave. niq's going to meet chunfeng while i head hm for dinner.
evening: was at tm cos sis needed to get a hp. i had late dinner.
now: in front of the com lor...if not u wont be reading this le. did some work n had it printed out. now it's time to load the fotos.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:47 pm
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before heading hm...
a day@sentosa
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:11 pm
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a day at sentosa
first of all, i muz clarify tt my spoken chinese isnt tt poor aft all. abt the incident last night, i was right...juz tt they said tt it didnt sound nice using tt phrase. so the edu system is not tt bad aft all cos spore students have always performed well in international competitions.
woke up at noon. juz time time to get lunch n catch some tv b4 i met sarah, justin n roy for our sentosa trip. Fr BK, sky tower, underwater world n lastly musical fountain, we were always taking fotos. i enjoyed the sky tower ride cos i love being high in the sky. i love the deep blue sea beneath my feet n the blue sky above my head. though it was a short ride, but still i love it. i want to have a unit near the sea. so tt i'll wake up to seeing the beautiful blue sea every morning. it juz brightens up my day. i love the performance at the musical fountain too. it was great. the fire was so strong tt we could feel the heat. so now we know why no one sat in the front row. haha..."chihuahua" promised to bring me go see stars at sentosa. but i will nv know whr tt place is. i love to watch stars. it makes me forget my worries. miss the times playing vball at siloso beach with 5588. we muz go there soon k. but ting has juz injured herself.
hey roy, sori! hey sarah n justin, we had fun, didnt we. oh we "pig out" at blk 85. i love the sambah stingray. so shiok...feeling v tired now but still waiting for hair to dry. guess i'll go lala land soon cos got to wake up early to go for prayers. oh sori sarah, cant join u for prawn~ing. u should know of my situation. sigh.
off to lala land...
oh yah, "chihuahua", dun play w toy bone so often. it's v bad for health. i know u're stressed but it's no excuse. rem last sem for a period of time, u almost quit the bad habit. anyway, jia you...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:45 am
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
i made a fool of myself
oh manz...my spoken chinese is juz so poor. getting fr bad to worse. yah look wat the edu of spore has done to me...or rather i'm a pdt of spore edu system. having taken 2 first languages at pri n sec sch level, n chinese during the 1st three mth of jc, i haven really been in touch w chinese for a long time. i mean i can still speak mandarin but it's getting worse. cos i make a fool of myself w the use of chinese idioms n proverbs. i didnt meant wat i said to sarah...i'm so sori gal...damn...i'm such a disgrace...feel so sad now cos i used to get full marks for oral. well tt was lk 8yrs ago...haha...now i haf to think twice b4 i can speak mandarin fluently. roy aka ryan aka oink oink aka glutton aka air force aka scared of (______)...dear children, pls fill in the blank...hey roy, i nv let the cat out of the bag yet...so bribe me now...haha...justin had a gd laugh at me too. i feel lk digging a hole for myself then. ms chew will be v sad cos all these yrs of teaching has gone dwn the drain. oops...
oh let's start fr here...had a meeting this morning, went to get lunch, then left to meet sarah at orchard. justin joined us aft work. i was mentally n physically tired aft these few days of intensive meetings. at the end, i learnt to take things as they come. dun panic. things will turn out fine in the end. took over some duties today so much work has to be done but def not now. so tired tt i cant think properly now. then the many aka called so we met him for a drink lor. oh well the suan~ing session began. oh we got to know his chinese name aft much effort. *applause* i would say his chinese name is quite unique.
[cildren raise their hands]
children: what is his chinese name?
tr: eh...go ask him...
when we left mac slightly past midnight, it was raining cats n dogs...dwnpour...heavy rain...we took a cab back...sending sarah n justin back first while roy walked hm fr my place. by tt time, the rain has stopped. oh well, we could haf juz waited. tt $ could be better spent buying clothes. oops here i go again...but well i can get a tube w t $ lor. haha...
hmmm haf i left out anything...dun think so la...oh manz...juz a few days of meetings n i'm in such a blur state. then wat will happen to me next yr???
quote of the day: look on the bright side of life...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:35 am
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Friday, November 26, 2004
me gd gal...
ha now on msn w 3 other ppl. sarah, roy n justin. quite fun though cos i nv knew msn could do such thing. all along i thought oni icq haf such function. well i shall be gd gal now n stop suan~ing roy aka ryan aka oink oink aka glutton ;p
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:21 am
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
another thursday@meeting
it's another long day spent at meeting. this time, i was given my duties n responsibilities. yah i'm slowly finding my way ard and getting myself familiar with the new env. got some admin duties done though much has to be done. waited for sarah to finish her work b4 we left for tm. had buuble tea. roy aka ryan aka oink oink aka glutton joined us shortly cos he was bored at hm. haha...the suan~ing session thus began n continued thru the nite. linda joined us too for bubble tea b4 she left for her class. then came justin who joined us for dinner. aft a long day, we were so tired tt we headed hm aft dinner. linda was supposed to join us aft her class but we were simply too tired tt we headed hm. asked roy to meet her but he too "shy" lah...oh yah thx roy aka ryan aka oink oink aka glutton for walking hm w me...
another 0830 meeting tmr =(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:15 pm
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
a stay@home wednesday
went to lala land at 3am n was out of it at noon to get lunch for my siblings. surfing the Internet for 2hrs n i was in lala land again. i'm juz so tired tt i nv meet elaine today. sori gal...i'm juz so tired aft a long day yday.
another meeting tmr...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:41 pm
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wat a tuesday...
the meeting started at 830am with bfast at 8am. it's a long day getting to know ppl and discover for myself how things are being worked out there. i wasnt feeling well yday mentally. juz felt kind of lost. hmmm m i using the correct word? aiyah juz feel tt i'm in the wrg place yday. the feeling i had was bad. the meeting ended in the late evening. off to meet 5588 for a ktv session. well we sang fr 7pm-3am. tt's lk v long lor. we sang many songs, fr those we know during our sec sch days to the present ones on the charts. as the night progressed, the sad feeling sank in. not sure if it was accumulated fr the meeting and the songs which i sang made it worse. i could feel the heavy tears at the corner of my eyes. glad tt they didnt overflow the banks and i headed to the washrm. perhaps it's my contact lens cos been wearing them since 630am. mayb it's all the factors bah...i dunno. reached hm at 3+am. took out my lens, did a quick wash-up n off to lala land.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:12 pm
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
get well soon
oh manz...i was abt to go to lala land when i received a sms. ting is in hospital now. she broke her nose bone n is having her op soon. hope it's nothing too serious n she'll get well soon. ting, be strong. u'll get well =)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:59 am
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Monday, November 22, 2004
i feel so lucky today
i started out the day by going back hall w sis, she left her laptop batt in hall. so we had to get it before going to the care ctr. lunch was at ctn A. i had my fav jap food n starfruit w green apple juice. actually wanted to haf duck noodles but the stall had already closed for the day. so sad...oh we took a cab to the care ctr. this was the song i heard on the cab, "it's my life" by bon jovi. oh manz...isit telling me tt i should be going to mambo soon? haha...since the care ctr is at some industrial park, we worried abt getting out since it would be hard to get a cab. but we met a fren there. he was there to get his laptop fixed too. so he gave us a ride back hm...hee...thx zhilong...he dropped us off at tm n we went for a spree. i bought the pair of jeans which i always wanted to get. i discovered tt i've lost much wt this sem tt i could fit into a size 24 instead of my norm 25. oh gosh...i muz put tt wt back...not tt i'm showing off but i juz want to look fit, not skinny.
reporting to sch tmr. i'm nervous abt it. will i be able to fit into the sch culture? r the ppl nice? well at least i know a nice person there, my best gal fren! see you tmr, sarah...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:19 pm
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@Dlb-O
roy n me
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:05 am
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@Dlb-O
me n sarah
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:05 am
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@Dlb-O
roy, me, sarah n justin
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:04 am
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@Dlb-O
justin n me
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:02 am
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
sat night fever
was at dlb-O last night w sarah, justin n roy aka "ryan". well saw kenneth n vincent too. well it was crowded as usu. aft some drinks, we headed to the dance flr. hmmm mayb i wasnt high enuf so it took me some time to get into the mood. well i danced n screamed madly to the songs i lk. it was retro w a mix of techno. sigh why didnt they haf "a little respect". everytime i club, i always nv hear this song. sobz...muz go mambo soon ;p anyone wanna join me there?
in the morning, i went for morning prayers as usu. headed to lala land aft bfast n oni woke up for dinner. then off we went to amk, compass pt n tm. yah it's a family day for me =)
how's ur wkend?
fav phrase at the moment: oh manz...well...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:04 pm
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
a breathe of freedom...
yipee!!! i got my freedom back yday...met sarah for dinner at nooch. i had my all time fav-yaki udon n peach orange melba. simply love tt drink cos it's v fruity. since we met quite late so couldnt do much shopping too though we bought a top each. oops...as usu we took fotos using our hp...ha...to capture the happy moments...
well i left my specs at sis's place when i stayed over for the nite on thur. so now i am wearing a pair of v old specs but surprisingly i can still see. oops...i mean vision still clear enuf for me to see the com. ha...
tonight will be a nite of fun...u'll def know wat i mean. my fav activity of the nite...see if u can catch me there ;p
oh yah got to report for work on tues with a meeting fr 8-545pm. n i'll be joining 5588 for ktv aft tt. wat a busy day i'll haf. another meeting on thur for a planning session. oh manz...the start of working life...u'll hear more of it in time to come.
take care n enjoy ur wkend cos i'm enjoying my wkend to the fullest. hee...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:50 pm
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
yeah it's thursday
hmmm 2 maths papers tmr n all is over for the sem. yipee...i'll haf my freedom back, to do all the things which i wanna do, to go all the places whr i wanna be...how great it'll be! well but b4 all these could happen, i haf to go thru my final rnd of revision for my 2 papers. i must do well!!!
i'll be meeting sarah for tmr n sat. haha...imgaine all the fun we'll haf...yeah!!!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:06 am
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
self study at the airport
was at the airport since noon for some revision w my fren. well this session was not too bad cos 1 thing for sure is that i miss my noon nap. yeah...spent the time studying instead. if i were to stay at hm, i would be w uncle zhou in lala land.
counting dwn to fri...=)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
7:33 pm
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Monday, November 15, 2004
the long wkend
sis was back for the long wkend. so we had hm-cooked meals at hm. though the meals were simple, but we had a fun time tog. w sis in hall most of the sem, it's really hard to haf a meal tog as a family. now sis is on her way back to hall to study for her remaining 2 papers. well i'm supposed to be back to my books soon too. having 2 maths papers on the same day can be v stressful but well i will gif it my best for the final lap. the fun shall begin on fri nite!!! hooray...sarah, rem our dates k...=)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:20 am
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
wanna scream but cannot scream!
sarah n me at the taka xmas tree
yday was a great day. i started the sat by having bfast w my family at the cakeshop at katong. at noon, i met sarah for another session of retail therapy. haha...at our 1st stop, the citylink mall, sarah bought tops. we were supposed to go to the women's fair at suntec. well it was such a disappointment. suntec was crowded for a sat cos of the many exhibitions held there. we went to the respective halls but nv buy a thing. we wanted to take a bus to town so we headed to the bus-stop. oni to find tt the bus-board had no bus no. on it, meaning the bus-stop was no longer in use. manz...how long haven i been there to realize it??? hoho...an evidence tt i haven been out recently. haha...we took a cab to wisma. we wanted to catch a movie so we booked our tix online. a stupid man was checking mail for a long time, obviously knowing tt we're waiting. another kid was playing game on the com. oh manz...pls let us book our tix. i mean we've got urgent need to use the com. haha...it was retail therapy till the very min we stepped into lido. well sarah's frenz didnt manage to join us for a scream cos the tix have been sold out.
oh the movie - "Shutter". sigh. i paid to scream but cannot scream. all cos i sat beside a guy who watched the movie alone. well he was covering his ear with his hand for the scenes which he expected ppl to scream. well scared so muz scream mah. sianz. i dun care. i screamed still but i was also conscious of my screams. damn...argh...there were so scenes which made us laugh too. duh wat a movie. can u imagine me all lurled up lk a ball, trying to cover my eyes with my long hair and hands. wat an attempt i made all cos i was wearing skirt n i couldnt raise my legs. haha...the show ended. we were the first few who made a bee line for the exit. haha...hope the guy wont recognise me. well but i'm oso curious to see if he's gd looking. oops...at least i know he's quite well built. oops...back to retail therapy with sarah buying a jacket n top. she went hm with many bags...the shops began to close at 930pm. huh so early for a sat...to our delight...borders open till midnite. so u guys know whr to hang out on a sat when all the shopping ctr are closed. hee...sarah jioed me to go prawn~ing but i declined. all cos of exams. wat a gd gal i m. lol...gal, will join u for all activities aft exams. ktv, shop, eat, prawn~ing, club...u jio me, i sure go...oops...
i've lost so much this sem tt i muz get it back!!!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
7:24 am
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
hooray!!!
hooray!!! i received a letter today n guess wat...i'm posted to the same sch as "mum". finally "mum" n "daughter" unite...wonder what the sch will be with us ard...haha...hey...dun think of any bad stuff lor...we're be such great moulders of the future. haha...kids will love us...haha...
gosh...can u imagine all the stuff me n "mum" will be doing tog if we're in the same session? fr going to sch tog, having meals tog, gossip tog, go hm tog...manz we can do so much tog. ppl will envy us...which 2 frenz can work tog in the same office juz lk us??? it's lk totally impossible lor...somemore we so gd frenz since jc...been thru so much tog...n finally working tog...oops...finally a gd thing is happening to me. lk wat vin said "aft all the bad things, come the gd things". ha think i haf to believe in your words now...hope u'll be happy for me...now tell u more abt my excitement in great detail. as i opened the letter n saw oni the address, i was keeping my fingers crossed tt it wont be the sch which i taught for tp. how much hope i haf tt it'll be "mum"'s sch...well it really is...i couldnt believe my eyes. i called her immediately informing her of the gd news...we're so happy...we tok abt all the things we can do tog if we're in the same session doing the same level. going for meals aft sch, hanging out tog aft sch cos we practically haf the same timetable...oh manz...in the evening, we were oni toking abt going hols tog next june. it's lk so amazing...God muz haf heard us n grant us our wish. Thank you, God, for making our lives happy today. "mum", i cant wait to b in sch w u soon though i v much want the hols to be here too...let's enjoy the hols n work hard tog in sch...;p
*i cant stop grinning to myself as i write this blog* oni "mum" can share this joy of happiness w me now cos she'll understand it. to all out there, try sense my happiness k...hoho...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:30 pm
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1 paper dwn, 2 more to go!!!
hmmm nv expect her to be reading my blog. but well it's my blog. i write wat i feel at the time of blogging. this incident me nv affect me much though. but i emphasize tt who wont be mad abt the way u return money though i expressed tt i wont know how i'll react aft out unhappy incident? but still incident n returning money r 2 different issues. ha...but nvm...it's all over...we quarrelled over it so let us see if this friendship is still there...
back to the topic of today...had my 1st paper. hmmm it's better this time so i guess it should be fine...pray for me k, my dear frenz...2 more papers to go b4 i get my freedom...haha...cant wait for next fri to be here...then fr tt day onwards, it'll b an exciting everyday...u can expect more "colours" in my blog soon...haha...cos how "colorful" can sch life be? heehee...u n i should know...hoho...
aft the paper, i met zs for lunch at raffles place. ate the prawn mee n yam rice...went tm walk walk but it seems lk everything is normal leh...no clothes catch my attn. haha...went to my fav shop, mng...still the same series...or haf i been there often??? hoho...wanted to get sis a new water bottle cos she lost her adidas one. she wanted an orange nalgene but no small one leh...haha...will get for u if i see the orange one...caught a cab to n fro facial...looks lk i know how to pamper myself right!!! of course...who else is there to pamper me??? u??? haha...u better be...
now i'm waiting for dinner b4 hitting my books again...so guai hor...;p
to all my caring frenz, thx for ur care, concern and encouragement all this while. i'm fine already...nothing could get me dwn for long esp such small matters...meet up soon aft exams ;p
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
6:13 pm
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Monday, November 08, 2004
since saturday...
saturday: went to see doc. slept early aft revision.
sunday: went ssa for morning prayers as usu. been a gd gal cos i took med regularly n slp every time i took med. much revision done though i slept early.
today: been awake since 430am. this sms kept me thinking n awake till now. shall not elaborate now, mayb aft tmr's papers. juz need a little help fr u for the previous post.
in short, is my language of expression v bad??? well we shall see what u've understood fr my post "so pissed with her"...u may say tt i'm seeking justice but let me be clear, i juz wanna find out wat u understand fr my writing. m i really tt bad in expressing myself?
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
6:31 am
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i need a little help fr u...
dear frenz n fellow trs, i need a little help fr u. hmmm how shall i put it??? well it's regarding an entry in my blog. go read "so pissed with her" if u haven. i know it's a long entry but thx for ur help. eh in case, u're still not sure how u can help me, let me elaborate a bit more. In this entry of mine, i said tt i'm pissed w her act of returning the money, ie, to ask a fren to return it to me instead of returning it to me. how would u have felt if u were me? she said tt it's cos i nv wan to see her n to avoid hurting me, she passed it to my fren. oh even if this is so, they're a separate issue. each of us haf our own interpretation n tt way i'm interpreting the act of u returning money to me is as a way of u not wantng to b frenz not tt i dun wanna b frenz w u. n to haf let u think tt i'm being frenz w u all this while juz cos i haven gotten the money back then u're wrg. v wrg...if i nv take u as a fren all this while, i would have demanded u to return u the money. not to mention tt i nv brought up the money issue at all.
eh think i'm going off track. the help which i need is u to tell how u feel abt this incident.
1. did my blog entry "so pissed with her" indicate tt i'm frenz w her still all cos i haven got the money back n tt we're no more frenz cos i haf gotten back the money?
2. did my entry say tt i'm pissed cos of her act of returning money n we're no longer frenz cos of her act of returning money?
argh...in simple words, aft u've read this entry "so pissed with her", i'm writing to say tt i'm irritated with her way of returning money and nothing more right???
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
6:05 am
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Friday, November 05, 2004
TGIF
me and zhenshan at Big-O
let's see. wat haf i been doing today.
woke up early to go sch to hand in my assignment. yup finally handed it in aft spending much time on it. then it's off to meet ting for bfast n to get the money fr her. hmmm was queuing at the mac at ctn a when i met yin n mel. yin still look as gd as before. haha...the same goes to mel too. well we juz exchanged a smile. tt was it. the last time i hung out w them was in june. we went to a party at zouk and i fell sick tt nite. oh manz...so long time ago. hmmm well think tt will be the last time we'll ever go out as a grp. take care yin n mel, cla n ling.
as u can see fr the foto, i had lunch w zs. ha...yet another lunch date w her...the serving for lunch was so small tt we r both hungry now. oh yah, before lunch, we were queuing for the freebies fr FEMALE. they're giving out bags. hoho...was so lucky tt i got a no. to exchange for the bad but in the end, we gave up cos dun haf zs's fav color already. hee...but she'll get for me tmr. thx so much gal. it simply reminds me of how we n the rest of the gals queued for free movie passes when we were in sec sch. every sat, aft the test, we'll be at ms queuing for tix. haha...those were the fun days...so young n innocent. now so old le, still doing such thing. haha...
hmmm it was raining at tm so while waiting for the rain to stop, i went shopping. "oops i did it again"...eh...
i bought 2 skirts.
all bro's fault, ask me get doughnuts for him so haf to wait till rain stop then can walk to bakery. so i went shopping...excuses...excuses...i'm such a shopping princess (is there such a term?) but which prince can support such a princess lk me? keke...let u know when i find one. haha...
manz...laze ard for so long le so it's time to get back to my books...
oh yah...dunno y i'm feeling happy today...i could find myself smiling away fr time to time...oops...cos i handed up my assignment...cos i met ting, saw yin n mel...cos i had lunch w zs...cos i bought 2 skirts...cos i got tt "load" off my mind...well it should be the last reason with the rest being the supporting factors. haha...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:19 pm
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so pissed w her...
well at this point of blogging, my blood is boiling so if my language is bad, u better pardon me this once. this was wat happended.
several mths back, she borrowed some money from me cos she needed it to replace her lost hp. so since i haf some extra savings n she was a dear fren of mine at that time so i agreed. due to an incident, we drifted apart n no longer in contact. mayb a sms once in a blue moon or over msn, but oni to exchange harsh words. for a while, she was on my block list on msn but i see no point in doing so now. we're no longer children so should not be playing hide and seek.
back to the main point. she sent a sms in the evening to ask for the exact amt so i replied. and i nv hear fr her then. little haf i known later fr my fren, ting, tt the money is with her n that she has actually passed the money to "elmo" to pass to ting. oh manz...i mean we're all frenz so wat's the point of going abt the bush? i mean though i'm no longer staying in hall but the rest are so y cant she juz pass the money to ting? so duh...
but she should return it to me personally. i mean we stay so near each other so y cant she juz drop by at the carpark at nite to return it. i mean it wont take long. juz less than a min if she really dun wanna tok to me. i mean i'm the one whom you borrowed the money fr. so u should haf the slightest courtesy to return it back to me. at least to say thx. well not even sms nor msn word of thx. wat an ungrateful brat u r!!!
wow wow...my language is still v poilte not even
#@%&. but it's coming out. i can feel it...but on a second thought, y should i be bothered w such low-class ppl??? to waste my energy on being angry...not worth it lah...i'm wiser n more matured. i see her as a low-class rat whom i knew n is no longer a fren of mine. hmmm mayb those hi-bye kind whom i'll stare hard at or even ignore if we do meet on the streets one day. a passer-by, someone whom i wont even take notice of even if she walks pass me...m i being dao??? eh i dun think so. her act of returning money to me simply shows tt we're no longer frenz. so y should i be bothered with her at all???
oh well...this should be my longest entry. i'm seldom so pissed with anyone till now. well "mum" and "xiao mei" should know how tolerant i can be. m/o, given my profession, i haf to be tolerance too...i 'm oso v patient too. but i cant tolerate her nonsense anymore so tt is y u're reading such a long blog...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:15 am
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
the virus is here
Argh...I woke up this morning feeling unwell. My throat hurts. I can feel that it's coming. I dun wanna fall sick especially at this point of time when i'm doing intensive revision for exams. In the afternoon, I took some some medicine then off to lala land. Sigh...but my throats still hurt though I've drank lots of water...
to the virus: virus, virus, go away. stay far far away from me. I dun like you...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:54 pm
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that thing i did
i will not do such a foolish act again...well i did it cos i couldnt control my emotions. it flows like waterfalls, with such strong velocity. but at least i did it and it's a load off my mind n that i was able to conc on my revision today. haha...oh manz...but i really meant it and is sincere abt it (the thing i did)...
what have i done?
hmmm...
not a crime...
juz ...
"oops i did it again"
sent a sms...
but u muz be thinking "so what's the big deal???"
i'm not telling u...haha...at least i feel happier now...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:09 am
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
better now...
One lucky thing is that my mood swing never last long. I feel better when I woke up in the morning. Maybe it's because of the fact that my assignment is almost done. Yah...hearing me talk about it for sooooo long, hmmm still left with some last points before it's editing time.
Bfast was at this hainanese cake shop at Katong, the one being featured in the chinese documentary. I had 2 half-boiled eggs, 2 kaya toast, and a cup of black coffee. If you have guessed correctly, dad's not working today so he fetched us there. Hee...It's quite crowded though the place is not air-conditioned at all. We waited for some time before there's seats for us. Do you recall when was the last time that you ever ate eggs from a saucer? Well mine was at canteen 14. I ate the eggs from a bowl. I'm seldom early for bfast. Maybe 3 times at canteen 14 when I was still in hall. Once with deric, once with alan, once with sw. When bfast was being served, bro was shocked. He has to peel the egg shell himself. Haha...He looked around and saw how people around him did it. They hit the eggs with their spoon, then opened it to pour it onto the saucer. Oh man...I could see the uncertain look on his face. Well I did a demonstration. Haha...yes...I managed to do it, k...Haha...His turn to try...Though he managed to get the egg out, but the shell came out too. he had to fish out those bits of shell in his saucer. Ha...Something about me which I must confess. If not for deric, I wont have learnt it. He was the first guy who peel the egg shell for me. How fortunate I was at that time! But how silly I was for not knowing how to do it. Can you imagine the puzzled look on my face when I had to peel the egg shells. All because I was the little princess at home whose mother will peel the egg shells for her. Oops...Well that was the past. I managed to get the egg out for myself from then on. Perhaps it's this bfast which makes me happy. Though it's just a simple bfast but it warms my heart with mum, dad n bro at the table.
Off to grocery shopping we went. To the Giant at PP before mum left for work and we headed home. Back to lala land I went. Then it was back to my books and now I'm in front of the com. So much for a day...How's your day?
Quote of the day: Be gay!!!(of course I mean HAPPY!!!) *laughing away*
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:27 pm
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
mood swings
all these yrs, i nv haf had any mood swings. hmmm nv seem to be too strong a word to use here. mayb i should change to slight mood swings. but this sem, i've been experiencing mood swings. v bad ones. the incident tt happened juz now was one gd example. i used to be rational..."mum" n " xiao mei" know it too. nothing could get me dwn for long except for grades n r/s. but i'm alright aft a while. i haf caring frenz lk them. i used be the one giving "xiao mei" sensible advice but now it's their turn to counsel me. ha...wat a way to be...hope my life will start picking up aft all the dwns i've been getting all this while...i want to experience the peak. the joy of being at the top of the world. haha...
dun irritate me cos i may bite...
guess i haf enuf of revision for today n i'm supposed to be doing my assignment now...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
5:00 pm
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STRESS
i'm feeling v stressed now. though i'm still keeping to my schedule, i cant help but feel stressed. both u n i know how much this sem means to me...i'm doing all i can with all my might...
been eating much recently...hope i put on some wt...hope i'll feel better aft writing. the kind of feeling, deep heavy sinking feeling u get even when u study, is weighing me dwn...no one understands how much fear i haf now...the things i lost cos of this sem...
i did something which i shouldt haf done. but heck lah...since i've the courage to do it, i nv regret it but i fear...
back to my books...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:03 pm
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Monday, November 01, 2004
the mth of exams!!!
been working on my assignment since sat. it seems like nv going to be completed. well as i told sarah in the evening it's 70% done so i guess it should be 80% done without considering editing. sigh...shall start studying for my 1st paper when i wake up. in case u worry for me...my first paper on the 9th. still haf a wk. keke...intensive studying lor...dun socld me k cos for the 2 mod on my last day of exams which is 19th, both are 3/4 done being my 1st rnd of revision. hmmm will do more...10 days for the 2nd and final revision. 5 days per mod...should be alright bah...
cant wait to club again...oops...i could hear the retro music playing in my head...
off to lala land...
for you to ponder: do ppl live in a world of self denial but how many ppl have tt courage to face the cruel reality? you, me, he she, they, who???
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:49 am
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